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  • Mar 22
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Exam


At the base of the wall, the typical institutional daffodils. 

Like the scanner blinking on in the darkened exam room. 

Inside, the cinderblocks have been painted

to look like cinderblocks and my students want to know

the difference between a happy ending and a beautiful one. 

It has become common wisdom that we are to blame

for the teenager kidnapped off the street by plainclothes agents

because for a time we desperately wanted to be good

and wanted everyone else to know it and maybe

be good too. During the second breast scan my nipple 

wrinkles like frog song under the wand. The constellation 

of cysts is good news, actually. So random and yet symmetrical.

Every day another of my students is gone. They do not answer

the phone or turn in the short story I asked them to write

where they escape through an ordinary door set deep in the ocean. 

A happy ending, I tell them (although I do not know for certain), 

is when one very important person gets what they have wanted

from the very beginning. All the other possible endings are beautiful. 

H.R. WEBSTER is the author of What Follows (Black Lawrence Press, 2022). Her poems can be found in POETRY, The Iowa Review, The Offing, Ecotone, AGNI, and Guernica. Her work has been supported by fellowships from the Vermont Studio Center, Monson Arts, and the Fine Arts Work Center. She lives and works in the Hudson Valley.









 
 
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